Ryan

Ryan is a man who followed role models of society a lot in his life. In particular, he became very involved in the hook up culture. He had a career centred around fornication and he was a full-time fornicator who fornicated with a very big number of women. He doesn’t even remember most of his sexual encounters.

During the years that Ryan was a full-time fornicator, he started reading about eastern philosophies that taught that people are one with the “source”. After believing that everyone was connected to a source, it wasn’t hard for him to believe that there was a god at the centre of it. The eastern beliefs that he had helped him, but he still felt that he was experiencing an absence of meaning at the peak of his hedonistic attempts.

He tried something different this time. He tried to read the Bible. He was ready to believe, but the modern “logic” that society taught him was hindering him from believing in miracles. No faith blossomed after his attempts to read the Bible. In parallel, he was not satisfied with what he was being taught from his eastern studies. He felt that the philosophies that he was reading about were feeding his ego and were helping him in the navigation of a material world, whose centre was himself, as if he was his own god.

Apart from his investigations abound religions, he started seeing how much evil there was around him. Ryan happens to be a person who is against abortion, the destruction of nations through third-world immigration and homosexuality. He felt that something very evil was happening in the world. Some specific events helped him understand the world better.

To begin with, he saw that the white house had been lit with a gay rainbow (2015). He wondered why the government was supporting homosexuality, since it was responsible for spread of HIV and sexually transmitted diseases. He also wondered how it came to be the state ideology. Moreover, he saw that a transgender woman was awarded for wearing female clothes and make up. He felt that transsexuality was being promoted.

He also discovered something horrible. He found out that the majority of Hollywood was a satanic cult. Many people there worshipped demons and were depicting symbols of demons in mass-produced media. He also realised that the establishment seemed to hate Jesus Christ; he even noticed that a disproportionate amount of people with a lot of power in our world have the same religio-ethnic composition as people who killed Jesus.

Furthermore, Ryan suffered the death of his sister, who died from breast cancer. Nothing in today’s material world had given him the strength to deal with this psychologically. He started drinking and he was suffering a lot.

One day, Ryan felt an urge to pray. When he prayed, he started crying. The day after, he felt that a burden was lifted from him. He had been baptised as an orthodox Christian as a kid and he decided to go back to the orthodox church.